To tell the truth, I find dating to be a really weird thing. I tend to keep to myself and not open up to people. I don't always like that about myself. In fact, I've never liked that about myself. So, it's really strange to have a boyfriend because I'm not used to it. Sometimes, it's hard for me to believe that I'm dating Charles. The other relationships I've had were kind of trivial/ a while ago and the times I've fooled around with guys without dating them weren't satisfying because I only got hurt.

Me and Charles have been dating for almost five months now, and I still find it bizzarely cute when someone refers to me as "Charles' girlfriend". Or when he gets jealous when some other guy is a bit too friendly. Or when he worries about me and tries to protect me even if it isn't necessary. It's just so adorable. I wouldn't call it love just yet. Love is a very strong word. But I like that kid a lot. He makes me happy. /end sappy reminiscing

Damn. Now if only we both lived away from our parents. Then we could actually spend the end at each other's places.